Christian A. Young's Dimlight Archive
6Feb/18Off

Depression looks like…

Three missed days in my BulletJournal.

Spent making/writing/drawing almost nothing, or doing procrastination busy-work tasks that take very little brain work (e.g. sorting beads). Spent not leaving the house. Spent playing Stardew Valley while podcasts blare.

I hate it.

Today I'm making a stab at being a whole person. It's hard, because I'm broke enough everything is fraught and hard, but tonight I'm going home with some potatoes and canned veg and some freshly-filled prescriptions and half a tank of gas because someone bought a pair of earrings, and because some folks supported my Patreon.

Not dead. Stressed and hungry and a little crazy, but not dead.